| Symphathy |
[Dec. 1st, 2009|10:58 pm] |
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I am Died-ded. I realised this is my third time blogging today. Shannon, stop being like this and be more.. accepting. I need a time out to watch mindless shows and get my mind off everything. I hate deadlines. What do i do when i can't get my mind off... Back to Work ): |
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| Relieved Much! |
[Dec. 1st, 2009|03:06 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | life | ] |
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I am done with my 2 presentations!!! Now there's only the RWA proposal to be completed by this week, then a break from projects while others are having common tests! Quite apprehensive about the second term, which means more heavy projects and lesser time for other things. But for now, ITS OVER! :) I can't wait for this sem to be over and done with, so much work! Waiting for the March/April holidays to work and spend and go on holiday and shopping and take my mind off everything in the world. Got to enjoy this holiday before the OCT one where i'll be stuck in China for 6 freaking weeks! But oh well, hopefully i'll be able to go inside the city and find all the great deals and go shopping!! I want to live in like Britain or like US where the clothes are so cheap! Hate inflation. Can't wait for Christmas! Even though i don't celebrate it, i still like the atmosphere and the whole... christmassy feeling. Despite being in freeeezing Beijing from the 13th to the 27th. Luckily there's still another week of the holidays left for me!
"TODAY I WAS PUTTING ON MAKE UP IN MY MIRROR WITH THE WINDOW OPEN. A CAR WENT BY AND A GUY LEANED OUT THE WINDOW AND YELLED "YOU DONT NEED MAKE UP. YOUR BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!" THANK YOU, KIND STRANGER, I'LL TONE DOWN ON THE EYE LINER - MLIA" |
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| Another Shortfall |
[Dec. 1st, 2009|12:42 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | school | ] |
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Honestly, i cannot summarize paragraphs for shit. My initially 10 minute presentation is now turning out to be a 20 minute one, due to my inability to cut short things and habit of reemphasizing points. How did i pass my English summary in secondary school??? 20 minutes to 1,better get this done soon!! And Happy Birthday Oliver and Issac, doubt you'll see this anyway, but have fun cycling! :) |
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| Procrastination is my worst enemy |
[Nov. 29th, 2009|06:45 pm] |
Say hello to another lazy Sunday spent at home finishing(attempting) projects and tutorials before the hell of a school week starts again. that said, Beijing in 2 weeks! Escape from reality, my favourite form of relaxation.
Was at Macritchie for POL-ITE yesterday, at the registration booth thing with Koh and Tee! haha. Was so hot ttm! and like because i was sitting at the side, only one side was under the sun (THATS WHY I WANTED TO OPEN THE UMBRELLA HAHA) and i ended up having one arm burnt while the other isn't! Weird much. Had to move the things back to school and riding on the trolley thing(no idea what its called) was so fun! like rollercoaster. And i found my new fetish! T----!!!
Gosh, i may be good at some things, but i really can't deal with others,no matter how hard i want to do it well. Guess nobody's perfect?
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| :) :( :/ :D |
[Nov. 27th, 2009|07:21 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | love | ] |
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I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
What does it mean when i'm obsessed with you?
Off to the tee's house to meet the oh-so-cool lady Metta! Just hope she won't follow me around again. Horror!
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[Nov. 27th, 2009|02:28 pm] |
I don't want to get back to reality! I miss Red Camp and this bunch of people a lot! Need to get my life back!!!!! Gosh kill me already. I guess i need a little more spice in life.
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| Is this Raspberry Sauce? |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|09:34 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | happy! | ] |
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| | Do You Remember Jay Sean ft Lil Jon & Sean Paul | ] |
Went rowing in the early hours of morning, and now i am like sort of burnt. I am going to wear a cap and put on 5 layers of sunblock before even stepping outside my house. Bus to school to do work. I aim to complete my blaw and poa e learning by today! there are 21 slides i am on slide 6. GOGOGO!! It can be done! ^^
& I want to cut my hair!! Keeps getting in my face. Maybe thats the reason why my skin is so bad now ):
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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|11:05 pm] |
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh
I'm so grateful for the kind soul who decided that this week'll be e-learning week, because that gives me the time to catch up with my homework, prepare for my individual presentation and take a breather while doing 2 projects which are also due this week. Life of a student - never ending deadlines.
( I HATE RWA )
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| Finding me. |
[Nov. 14th, 2009|09:15 pm] |
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i want time to stop for me. I dont want to think about the future !
I had alot of things in my mind i wanted to type out but i forgot all of it when i opened this window. haha. talk about short term memory. All that's on my mind now is i need more stationary and clothes and i want to get an organizer that i'll actually use appropriately so i dont get overwhelmed with things that clash and i need to learn how to say no at times and i need a break like damn badly even though i slept 9 hours today and i want to watch alot of dramas and wish that i was someone in the show and this is getting too long i am going to do my tutorials now. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|08:48 pm] |
Hello meet my favourite cartoon character!!! SO CUTE PLS! AND ITS A FLYING ELEPHANT! haha i am going to favourite it a million times if i could. Its Thursday, tomorrow is Friday and another week oh my gosh everything is piling up tests assignments tutorials project due dates presentations..(yadda yadda) and i should be doing my work now seriously not to sound like s geek but tests are next week!! and RED CAMP! awesome to the bits.
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|11:12 am] |
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Why does everything have to be examinable? I want time to stop and let me watch tv with a free mind without any deadlines or important things to think of. |
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| Winner take all |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|05:25 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | why? | ] |
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Life's like this. You gain some, you lose some. What if i want all? Is it humanely possible? And don't tell me time management is the key, because i am not a person that likes or can do things according to a timetable, and i do things based on gut feelings and according to my whim and fancies. I get things done when i want it and how i want it, most of the time. What i need, is a time extender! So that i can sleep more and yet still do everything that i want to do. So for this week, i'm going to cherish every hour every minute that i have and not spend time on unnecessary things, especially time wasters and things that have no substantial benefit! Like, facebook! So bye bye facebook! (lets see whether i can survive not going on for a whole week, starting today) so that i actually have time for my tutorials and revision for quiz and loads of things that i have not gotten started on. It probably sounds egocentric but GO ME! |
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| What a nice (rainy) day to be sick |
[Nov. 5th, 2009|02:25 pm] |
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I missed school today. Feels like crap to be sick. I want to be up and running and talking in my normal voice! ( I sound like i have something stuck in my nose now) Have to do lms assignment which is due tmr. I hate type written assignments. Somehow i take eons longer to do them, because i'm constantly distracted by the internet and other stuff, like games. I have a short attention span! |
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| Sick ): |
[Nov. 4th, 2009|07:26 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, school | ] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | Face Drop - Sean Kingston | ] |
 It's amazing what sleep can do. Hours ago i was feeling like #$%^& and it went up to 38.4 degrees but now i'm back to normal! If you count having a sore throat and flu normal that is. People are falling sick one by one, take care everyone. Me included. Hmm. Guess all i needed was more rest, but how to when i have so many assignments to complete! Lately i've only been able to sleep at 1-ish (To some its really early but to me its really late!) and class is at 9 so yeah, do the math. It's midweek and i'm already burnt out. Plus the stressful modules aren't helping! So much preparation work and pre reading to be done. Sometimes i just want to drop everything and run. (not literally) I know i should stop putting more pressure on myself but it's inevitable when i want myself to succeed. I'm just afraid it would all backfire on me. How do people cope with ever increasing workload and still keep up with their social life and do what they like?
Tmr's Thursday, 2 lectures and 1 tutorial and then TCP Camp on Fri and Sat and Ubin on Sunday. Packed much? Still need to complete my tutorials for next week even though my weekend is burnt. Need to get myself up and going, pronto!
You just keep going on and on, not knowing where the final destination is, only knowing that you want to do the best you can and achieve greater success. But at the end of the day, who are you going to celebrate it with? Who is going to pick you up when you are down, at times where you desperately need a shoulder to lean on.
DSS DSS DSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS KILLS.
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| She's the baddest girl i see! |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|09:27 pm] |
Happy Birthday TEEXINHUI!! Go and faster get your license and drive me around haha!
i am backkkkkk from Malaysia and i am very tired and i have alot of tutorials to do and i am watching teevee and i have camp again this weekend omgosh which equals to alot of backlog and i really enjoyed the trip and i am addicted to a new song! thanks to vanessa! My life is moving at a damn fast speed now and i hope i can catch up omgosh okay byebye
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| I will survive and conquer! |
[Oct. 29th, 2009|07:41 pm] |
Sounds really bimbotic, but rainbows make me happy! Haha. One week's gone and passed, some highs and lows but overall awesome week. Weekend in Malaysia with mixed feeling caus' the itinerary seems really boring ): but on the other hand there's free and easy (for one night ^^) and the company! Got to do my tutorials within today and tmr or have to rush through it next week. On the bright side, for this semester only RWA and DSS is project based, so lesser time spent on projects = more free time?
Week 2 and i'm not stressing.. (yet). Except for RWA though. But it's just the beginning gotta chillllll and see how things go all i know is that i have done my best even though i'm really afraid of failure and the (possible) low feeling that i hate. But how good is the best? How well is considered doing my best? Because every time i think that that is all i can do and its the limit, it is often not that case.
Now that all my prior commitments come crashing in with school it's really all about time management, and nto to sound like a geek but the opportunity cost is probably lesser sleep and teevee ): Then again, i wouldn't have it any other way! Beijing trip in Dec means skipping CTs and taking it at a later date --> HAVING TO STUDY DURING THE TRIP (so thats what all the free and easy time is for huh)
Today in lecture, Krystalle told me she had a Union Jack blazer and i was OMG jealous. Now i'm not, i'm x10000 more jealous of the owner of this sofa!!! haha kidding, i still am jealous of the blazer owner! hahahahaha.
RAWR! SO CUTE OMG! haha!
Okay off to do more important things. P.S. I decided to paragraph caus i realised that i was rambling. Alot. HAHA.
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